Dear @!\ig€₤,
I am extremely sorry for the words what I said and the way i hurt your feelings, I really apologize for the kind of mistake I did. You know with your absence I was going through hard times, and by that “culprit letter” I only wanted to let you know how much I am meaningless without you, but my fate!! it landed me into the arena of defendants. I know you are upset to me for what I committed but it was just to express myself to you… and now I realize the quote “ To do something right never enfold a short-cut” and I took the wrong way. I can figure out how much I hurt you and I do regret it, and you have every ground to be upset and away from me. I always used to ask you, “If I am so bad?” and look poor me answered my own!! You were correct to the every decision for not being with me, and I do realize it!!☹☹
I understand how much you are hurt and upset, but I also want you to know how I feel. You left me on a side alone and I was lost to the world. It took me to the way of stray where I couldn’t figure out why it’s me? Moreover your absence made me “No one” from “Someone”. I trust you a lot and I really get sad when you are hurt. I know I can’t fix the damage of trust and hurt done with one apology, but I truly meant to the word it stands for. I am sorry for what I did and assure you not to hurt you in future and will do whatever it demands to regain your trust.
I know you probably don’t like and trust me, but I think you are the best soul to me in the whole world and I am certainly blessed with your presence. For the mistake I have done, I am finding it oppressive to forgive myself and so slandered that I can’t built myself enough discourteous that I can face me!! Of course the game of “I versus Me” has begun and fazal will not win unless and until you don’t find in your heart to pardon me for my deed. I know you have been avoiding and ignoring me for times but you mean a lot to me and I can’t afford to lose you, and will never give-up on you.
I wanted to tell you many a things. Though someday I will tell you or maybe someday you will come to know or might be you already know and I don’t. However let it happen, but I want you to know that I trust you, and that I’ll always be there for you above any other person, be it solicit, friend, dream or depression. I count myself among the luckiest souls in the universe for meeting you. Thank you for being here for me.
If you think, If I should be forgiven?? Please forgive me and give me another chance!!
Looking forward to hear from you at earliest.
☹☹☹
fazal
